Who is James
I mention James a lot in this blog so I suppose I should provide some sort of context about him.
I met him at the end if 1998 and he was my bestfriend, boyfriend, lover and partner from then until we broke up at the start of 2005.
I have no hesitation in saying that he is the love of my life and remains my greatest piece of unfinished business. He is still the most beautiful man I have ever seen, because of the things there are inside him, and even the brief glimpses I have of him now, he still take my breath away.
In spite of all that has happened, I still love him, I still hope, and while both of those things being true, I am getting on with my life and I am happy with myself. I know I am a romantic fool, but it is who I have chosen to be.
In some ways, this blog is another part of me working out how to move on without him. Its an extended conversation with both myself and with him.
